Where do you get your objections to Satanism?

I am a gay person as well, and I cannot stand the Christian Bible. I would not want to worship something that told me my life was wrong. I have a strange belief system, that is a mixture of Spiritual satanism, Egyptian Paganism, Shintoism and Buddhism. Strange mixture, I know, but it works for me. I do think that if the truth of Satanism was spread, there would be more followers.