Can anyone please help me?

Yes!!!! There is help!!!! Talk to you parents. If not, look up the suicide prevention number in your phone book. Or, call- 1-800-273-8255. This is the National Suicide Prevention Number. I don't even know you, but please, please, please don't kill yourself!!! There is so much to live for! Find something worth living for, and hold it close to you whenever you think about committing suicide. Please! You are loved. Get help. Live your life.